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21 April MY " OWN " CAN'T BE TRUEHow regret i have these days to not have get what i looking for ...
Some can tell you great things and never give about like they suppose too ... it's what happen these time for ... i live in bad country in fact ( my mind stay more open to people from outside and with who i share what is in my world and havn't really any french friend ... ) and wait each time than oppurtinity will open to me for step in my life and have a real one where i will not so disturb than now ...
It's sound like a joke for anyway to say i am french my family come from outside of this country ... so for anyway i will no more sad to change other than have regret to have been there ...
Most funny in the story is than for all french is usual be like comedian can do everything for the money ... think than something is made in france for the quality sound be really a joke at these time ...
I am sad to have to live life where friend of my feel nightmare when they read these word ... yes ... --- i don't need your love now --- ... i am going more strenght and i have real friends outside from who i take pleasure to be side to side at any things i can do ....
I wishe someone would listen this ' DON'T EVER TRY TO CALL ME ' and be care about ... one time again ... only regret i could have is to use to be at this part of the word ...
HAVE FUN --- PEACE --- 18 March ON A WAY IT CAN BE WORSEI am not in my better mood at this time ... some question without answer from evil people ...
But i will be back soon at work at my SOUNDS production for step into dream i have since my 12's years old but who have change with the time ... now i want to do 9 special electronic tracks for share with you on my site NOTREPHIA with new layer and new feature ...
Would have this ready for january but it has take little delay ... so i think it's will ready for this summer ...
Between i let my new tune like easy work for GOODIES but nothing serious since years ...
I miss for some friends with me in the real life thing who isn't easy to find since i have stop to smoke other things than blend ...
I am happy to the success of my site who celeb him first year in april with result of more than 7000 visitor ... and want to say THANKS to person who have interrest to step on my homework ...
Maybe this summer will better for me if i have luke to meet few people but i am worry cuz i am not easy everyday like some had can see but it's not come really from theme and it's not cuz i don't love them ... i am just lost in my mind and have to many regret from what i have live at this time ...
Everything could change and everybody try to do for ... but at all nothing will heaven way ... i regret this and let see to some my cry cuz i never really wanted than things will like that ...
" Die is no way for result in my mind i try only to remember for past are giving to me long story of your lies " ... these word come outside and for all i want say than will never forget your first mind ...
---- PEACE --- 01 February I AM 27's YEARS OLDYeah ... 30th January was my birthday and i am now older of one year ...
This time is now to think about what i have do this year and i am happy like not ... For my work few thing have take place like my own site NOTREPHIA but for my live nothing too much is happen ...
What i was speack in the previous ' post ' havn't be done cuz i was less of feeling for it ... but isn't close ...
Now you can reach my computer at THIS ADRESS where i project to do few thing about me ... but it's project than i have and for anyhelp is welcome ...
I hope all will progress soon and than i will take some wind for and than you take pleasure to look to what i give to you ...
THANKS FOR YOU AND YOUR INTERREST 20 December ALL WAY FOR DANCE IN THE PATY BUT ...I am little drunk when i write this message and have look to play list hip hop than you can find in the music ...
I am really sad than my friend Melaan has not keep connection no more long time ... If you read this word Marie Laure i have see a movie ' 28 days later ' who has make me think about you and i wishe it's will happen be so strong than hero ...
I don't keep outside of my memory few friends than i really like but it's only NET connection and i miss really for find real interresting personne in my real life ...
I am drunk today and chillin with paylist you have on this blog because i am feel little depressive and it's give me good vibration ... like the movie i was telling ' 28 days later ' who give you the message to never forget your dream you have for enjoy better your life ...
for the next year i will change my blog and write thing who don't come from me but more a second life than i have and be not surprise than it's will more often state on date than now ....
I am always between two in my life and really need to find a girlfriend or people who can help me to give motivation to do something of my life ... so at this time i am about to live at every time ....
I wishe i will find soon a girl who can help me to focus on my need and my want and give me good feeling to succes it ... Like i say to you next post will little strange for a few ....
13 November MORINIG WILL COME TOMORROWI am always on the tune to share with you few special feature of me ... but was for long time lost between love and hate ... so things wasn't good for me these time but i think it's time maybe to wake up for receive love than a few try to reach to me ...
I am very happy to have meet great friend with who i take pleasure to always have nice meeting and funny chat ... i am feeling happy with them and want to shine over the star for give some words for say how they change my life ...
I was in depression for few days because my life was disturb by many things but some have try to show me love in and i wasn't see them message from the first time ... but i feel something who come of true and who say me than i must keep right way in my life now ...
It's not easy to do things when you havn't return from them but respect is the more important and can be thing who hard to keep in the right way each time and can be disturb easier by love and hate ... so i will keep what's people give to me for trust in my way and not ask to them more things than be there for me ... what's i like to see and enjoy to live ...
At this time more hard for me is to keep wishes to do more in my life like i use to give but i need also to receive ... and ... like i am like a child ... will ask crazy things to people than i can't have for the moment ... without think at first time balance i can broke or think who can happen ...
Now it's time for me to wake up ... and enjoy the life ... my friends ... and do better for progress and shine over the sky ... 17 October AFTER DEATHIt's time for me to do another step into what's i want to give to the people and after paint few thing with my music on Dmusic under OZKey name i want to share with people another view i have on my life under BAD EYES CHILD where i start at this time to produce some sound and keep hold for worse to worst ....
Thanks to each one who have take time to visite my site NOTREPHIA where if you will find some surprise in GOODIES access ....
At this time i always need to find some contact for help me to step into my life and leave my boring situation ...
So i am more motivate to work than before and i wishe i will success to give you nice surprise for 2006
MANY THANKS TO YOU AND YOUR INTERREST
--- PEACE --- 01 October MADNESS WILL MY NAMEYou can see at OZKey DMUSIC some record i have do for pray some beleive for my futur ...
I hope this will interrest you ....
Like my sad friend i hope listening one futur in the next but stay a part of noverther so i will keep in my mind some happy for fun and rock this roll like a bitch for answer to your dream ...
My end is endless my name is ........ have you ever try to call me i don't know but keep in your mind than i am alive and regret to this ....
Like a story last will come from other but i reach each part from me on the true so don't me like time to let me in a joke ...
I have answer to your dream my name is "" cephiane "" so let me enter in your world like nice end ...
Will part of your dream again but my memory don't shy ever for you so keep in my law to don't regret your choice i will wonder to learn of it ...
Do you my friend or only part to stand wishes in my dream i don't know but trust is behind what's you try to reach to me .... eveless will the game but i am alive ...
See you in my futur now will the great answer i can give to you but ever shine for another man i will only joke in for regret don't roll with you .... you stay for me like i wanna you first and i have really great part of this ....
This word come from me and i let you understand than i want never joke with your life ...
HAVE FUN ---- PEACE ---- 26 July WHERE MY HOUSE COME FROMI see this morning past shine over my the rainbow without sell anybody on this tune but i last forget to doesn't know anyone ...
For explain just look into what i say for keep next body under the star ...
Can i be last or only myself don't know for anytime what's i looking for maybe only for keep some trust with my friends ...
I don't be lost but try to find me in the way of destruction for know what's kind is to begin ...
Last time i was look at my friends but they doesn't know so i will keep it for your and be last on myself ...
A way can't be your but think about let me fine ...
So be cool with me i will only for few time and i miss to reach love in yourself ... BAD EYES CHILD ... 19 July NOTREPHIA ARTWORK NEWSI am happy today i just finish to proced under my installation of new layer of the site ...
I whishe you will like it and your fully invited to send any comment on the part blog of the site ...
I whishe you will have fun and have nice moment on and than you will come back soon for keeping the news ...
So go at www.notrephia.com and enjoy to have meeting with a new kind of work ...
THANKS YOU FOR YOUR INTERREST 19 June ONE THE TUNEI am happy today ... I just start to meet some new friend and feel happy ... I hope taht's will only the start and than summer will let me nice surprise for me ... I take time to find new record for my hear and to relax me and at this time i like record like "" Jay-Z ... Young Buck ... and few other "" i like too much hip hop music at this time and i stay tune often on some radio station where i always take pleasure to look at some other sometime ... I wishe soon life will give opurtunity to do something into musical scene ... maybe later i will start to do music again but at this time i less little of motivation ... It's cool time for me ... sun shine in the sky and i wait my holydays to take my time under this ... I work at this time about how share part from me into this blog but i am little lost and i don't know how do ... so thanks to the people who have take time into this space ... they will understand later why sometime i little strange and bad in what i say but for now it's not time for me to explain more about me in this place ... I always feel love from some artist but i say to their than i can't be everywhere but i will never forget some and some act of my life stay burn in their work ... It's not cuz i don't play tune at this time than i will forget what they have give to me ... One word and one love stay in my mind for think about is "" your bizness of shit , your shit on my man "" ... let's think to other than i forget you i just look around ... If you are their for read this word maybe you will return at me for know more so ... HAVE FUN --- PEACE --- 25 May TAKE INTO MYSELFLike a way i doesn't want to kill some feeling in this life but view from other let me so down for my family .... Can i be in life without have any thing who will hurt me by reach me by love and have only interrest to what they do ... I have no regret on what i do but i will be so cool if life will have another return from me to what i am inside society ... My city is a shit with me and they will regret but they don't think about how they are hurt me and than i will never come back to go in another location when i will have possibility and i work it every days ... after they will play for right maybe but don't at this time .... Time is now to change for me cuz i think than my bravour will have like return than only pain than i give to myself ... 12 May I LESS TO TUNER AND CREATIVE MOTIVATIONIt's sad today i feel like i was turn for nothing cuz i always less of return from people from what i fo and really need to have new tune in my life ...
For say i under fine wind in my life but it's nevermind cuz for all what i do nothing happen in my life and for this i don't want to do anything of more at this time before find some love than i need for give the best of myself again ....
Maybe i will try to find next turn in this message who will a real ask from other to help me in anykind in my creative life .... You fully invited to send me any comment on this and if you like my work to let any message you want ....
I AM SO LOSE AT THIS TIME 01 May UNSOLVED WAY OF LIFEWhat i have think about people in my social life is little hard for me cuz i think live in a world trade society for anykind of things and more ... Now i need to help in the life for do something of my mind ... I am happy also than few take time to my blog space but i will need maybe more reaction and you are welcome to put any comment to the pages ...
--- Have Fun Peace --- 27 April THE BLACK HOLEI just see the black hole from walt disney ....
This story was part of my life cuz i have had my first contact with "" black man "" under the maximilian body who have say me than some will hurt me and my family in futur but than i will win against them ...
This was when i was hearing audio book from and this will stay from my 6's years old to now and i have take pleasure to see the movie today ... This was cool again and i ask me of what i will dream this night ... 18 April WHERE IS TRUE PEOPLEI have never think before other day be too toy in the mind of people ...
My think this day is than only people search spotlight with (for speack about or try to reach me....)or on me by anyway they can with a think of bad return for himself than they can try but without think about myself ....
I am really bad to this cuz i have hurt myself and be so lucky so manytime than i know valour than life have and how it is precious ....
Think about me without try anyway or respect myself every time like this true circle of love than i have is not touch in this moment in my life what it let me only a few for who i can trust and all my thanks will stay for their ...
But i think be hurt again at the end .... and that's make me really lost at this time ...
Never rich in the end was the end of a song
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